I’m just going to let my friends know they’re beautiful inside in a very open non-anonymous way. But I appreciate the sentiment and thought. <3

Meeland - My Fenris lover. “I enjoy following you.”
Meg -  The only thing that comes to mind is “STEALING YO’ GURL” ;D
Alex - See above. Also my brother from another mother.
Gill - My taller, sexier twin. Flawless and fierce. I’ve got wine for you. 
Emily - Let’s get drunk and dance and talk about sex.
Aaron - I honestly feel like I can talk to this dude about anything. Not sure how he puts up with me.
Coles - Because nothing says fun times like meeting Canadians south of the border. Cool bro.
Karlee - Somehow manages to look flawless in every photo even when drunk what. I miss you.

I love my friends. <3

There are more, but I stopped at 8.

7: Do you want to be single?

You’re so mean to me.

No, I absolutely do not. But I’m also trying to convince myself that I deserve someone awesome, so single I shall be.

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

Anyone I roomed with at PAX, and Gill.

21: Do you miss anyone?

I miss most of my lovely American friends who I didn’t spend enough time with at PAX. I also miss the feeling of having someone.

28: What is something you currently want right now?

GOING FOR TANGIBLE THINGS.

I want peanut butter squares. They were my favourite thing as a child because my mom used to make them, and Catbug keeps showing up on my life.

Also money.

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?

My living situation, mostly because my mom keeps going back and forth on whether or not she wants me here. My emotional state. My physical state. My financial state.

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?

Usually either Alex or Meg, if it’s about certain situations. You, sometimes. My sister and I had some nice talks the other day. I need to keep remembering that I have people to talk to. 

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?

Sometimes, when I remember.

They never come true though.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?

I own several things from Hot Topic. I’ve got a raver dress, which was technically supposed to be a Halloween costume, but come on, it’s a raver dress. My Power Rangers shirt, and my Sailor Moon hoodie are also from them. And I’ve got one lace glove since I lost the other one. It’s gross now though. I should throw it out.

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?

WHAT IS THIS ASK NONSENSE?

And so many. *_*

04: what are you listening to?

Well, my playlist has 6000+ songs on it now, so…whatever comes up. Except for when I have music ADD and skip through everything.

Currently “Let’s Face It” by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones.

08: favorite song ?

Like…ever?

Uh…

Let’s go with Killer Queen (by Queen, for those who are unaware). Because it’s that one classic song I always like listening to. It’s really hard to say though. I also like a lot of vintage Zelda music (looking at you Underworld music) and it sorta makes me stop and go into a music trance. Like a weirdo.

12: is there something you would like to say to someone?

Oh there are lots of things. But they’re best left to in-person talks. Even if I’m not optimistic on how it’ll turn out.

16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?

Mostly just Alex? Not because things ended badly with the others, we just sorta lost touch.

There was one that I dated, online, for a month and a half, six years ago, who sent me a message last year thanking me for breaking his heart because he met an awesome girl that night that he’s still with. Not sure why he needed to message me if he’s fine with things. Also come on, I was like 17 and we never even met. :/

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?

I’m slowly drifting away from lots of people. I’ve always had a really hard time maintaining relationships with more than like…three people, and my depression has gotten worse, which has made it harder for me to actually talk to people. Also I’m shit at long distance friendships and I always feel bad for how infrequently I talk to…everyone. Especially since I am literally always online.

24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?

Probably on making sure I can actually afford PAX.

Stupid unemployment thing and moving.

28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?

Because we fell out of love? Things just got…hard. I guess. When you spend more time fighting than actually being in love, well…it’s time.

But we’re still best friends, and not living together is definitely a good decision since that strain was still there.

32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?

36: favorite color?

Green!

I’m not picky.

40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?

Of course!

My friends, duh.

I have an entire tag dedicated to loving my friends. And also one for just showing off my awesome friends.

44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?

Self-harming no. But my eating disorder is something I’ve struggled with since I was 13.

…Well this ended on a depressing note.

NICE TO MEET YOU. >.>