To those who do reach out when I’m down.
Thank you. So much. It means…so much. There is so much stigma and shaming about actually talking about your problems and being down on the internet, so there’s always a part of me that’s hesitant about posting. There’s nothing worse than reaching out for a hand that’s not there.
But I get people who respond, or send me messages, and it means so much.
I think a lot of people like to forget that people on the internet are, in fact, people. So…for those that remember that I am a person, that I exist beyond the computer.
But what if one day you walk into your room after a long tiring day and you want to break down and cry but there’s this handsome guy lying on your bed and smiling at you gently and you want to freak out but he looks so kind and familiar and you ask “who are you?” And he says, “why, I’m your computer” and he hugs you and says “I know all your dark little secrets, and I’m here to make you feel better”
like why can’t we have that
Somehow this night went from “Yeeeeeeeah! All the friends!”
“I hate my life. I hate everything. *sobs uncontrollably*”
- mage: balls i am an apostate
- mage: if the templars find me ill be tranquil for sure
- mage: better pick out the most obvious staff possible and also wear these mage robes
PS This is really me this is what I look like